Rescheduled

Starting to notice a pattern where I am consistently rescheduling the things that bring me peace and keeping the things that tear me into pieces booked & confirmed.

Personal Note: Change that, NOW!

When I was younger I had no idea that I would spend so much time attempting to dismantle the ways I was taught.  
My advice for anyone under the age of 35 is fuck what you think, how do you FEEL?  I am not talking about emotions either.  I am talking about that thing, that voice, that spirit that makes you feel like you know even when you don't know.  Most times we call it "something".

Something said to call you today.
Something said don't turn or  drive in that direction.
Something said I better pick that up now.
Something is currently yelling at me to stop attempting to figure it all out and just feel that this shit ain't right and MOVE.  Something is saying that it is already figured out but I have to take the first step toward the future I keep saying that I want.
Something keeps whispering, "Are you listening?" and "Can you hear me?"

I can hear something, I can feel something, and I can follow something but not today, the whole day has been rescheduled.

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