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| Artist Unknown |
Mentally, I am in my own way. I am silent enough to know exactly what I should be doing, but for some strange reason, I think I need to do those things with other people, which is slowing down the calling that has been placed on me. So it seems, this has always been my barrier.
Seeing myself and the things that I have been instructed to do as a group project, and it's not. I know that. I would like to have support to bring my thoughts and dreams to fruition, but once I speak them, they lose their energy and my motivation fizzles.
Am I supposed to keep everything that I desire inside until I am ready to bring it to life?
Am I not supposed to share my ideas in hopes that someone can help me bring them to life?
Makes me wonder, how successful would I be now if I had a Kris Jenner? Everything that woman manages multiplies! Someone shares an idea with her, and she builds a team to bring it to fruition.
Perhaps I am not in my own way; I just really need Kris Jenner to help me navigate all the ideas I come up with before breakfast.
Until then, how do I get out of my own way? Just do that shit, I guess... Maybe if I just dare to try and move out of my own way, everything else will fall into place.