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| Artist Unknown |
It's hard to know what you know when you don't want to know it.
I knew they were selfish.
I knew they weren't a real friend.
I knew that one never considered anyone other than themselves.
I knew this one couldn't keep a secret.
I knew I would be next because I observed the patterns of their behavior far before I was a recipient.
I knew.
I have always known, however you don't know what you know until you learn it.
So, instead of leaning into my own understanding, I sought to learn the inevitable lesson of life.
Do not bite the apple. You know better.
Knowing what to do is a great reason to do just that.
Giving people the benefit of the doubt will never serve me in the long run. God gave me intuition. God guides me through that force. Believing that I should allow another opportunity to lead me astray when every fiber of my being is screaming, "NO!", is direct disobedience to the one I pray to for guidance.
If I know better, do better.
Do I trust my intuition? Do I believe it is the voice of my Creator?
If so, why do I disregard what I know?
I want to know love in the purest form, and in the pursuit of that, I have opened myself up to betrayals that my heart could never fathom.
What does my intuition tell me?
My intuition is urging me to stay still but keep moving forward. Remain grateful and allow my cup to runneth over so I can be of service to others in their time of need. Allow divine order to arrange my life and stay in tune for the next steps.
My intuition tells me that all I need to do is what I feel should be done. That my feelings are direct orders. Believing that I know better than what I feel has been and will be my downfall.
My intuition tells me that real feelings are not emotionally charged. Emotions are a result of knowing what you were not prepared to learn. Feelings are faith.
My intuition tells me that my feelings are the true compass through life, not emotion.
So today, I have made space to reconnect with my feelings. Disregard the emotion, just tap into what feels right and move forward accordingly.
Writing this feels right. Sharing my thoughts feels right. Openly exploring my thoughts feels right. I can't be the only one wondering how to get it right in this lifetime. I believe that I can have it all, but I first have to connect with what ALL is for me.
I don't want another person's life, so how do I make the life that I have been blessed with the best experience for me?
My intuition tells me that work and faith are all I need. My intuition verified that I have faith in what I know, the only thing left to do is, live better.