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| Artist Unknown |
You had no capacity for me when I was whole; surely you cannot have anything for me while I am empty.
"How can I support you?" is a question asked by people who do not have the time or capacity to be emotionally intelligent enough to do so.
Some may deem the question as being considerate, but that only applies if you have NEVER endured a life crisis. If you have, then you know that questions about how to be of service go unanswered because the last thing a person enduring pain is thinking about is how YOU can help them all while they are struggling to help themselves.
If you have nothing to offer, don't offer anything.
If you have nothing to give, don't give anything.
If all you have are thoughts and prayers, T's & P's are always welcomed and don't need announcing. The prayers whispered on my behalf are felt in times of need, and everyone who speaks to God with me in mind is thanked as each day progresses.
As of now, I just don't have it. My energy is on empty. I have enough gas in the tank for work because who is going to take care of me if I don't work?
I don't have any energy for anything else right now. I am literally hanging on by a thread, all while doing the work to get myself back on a positive, energetic track.
This time, I am taking the time that I need without any guilt about what is best for me. I think that those who love me will want me to take the necessary steps to be in the best spirit I can be.
Maybe this is exactly what God wanted. Me in a space of rebirth to see who unselfishly allows me the time to adjust to this new life ahead of me...
Maybe this is the beginning of my true life path of letting go.